Haunted life, haunted dreams.

People say 'time heals all wounds'. That's a lie. A wound this deep never heals, it never fades away. It stays exposed, getting bigger and bigger until it consumes you're whole body and there is nothing left. We try to forget but little reminders or as I call them "hauntings" come to mind. You might drive past a gas station you once got gas from or a resturaunt you both went to and you get that feeling, where your heart beats so fast you think its just going to stop. These feelings never leave my body, from the moment i wake to the moment i go to sleep there is this cloud over me pouring out bad vibes. Sleep used to be my only escape, but now you visit me there too. Sometimes you love me, others you dont. But one thing that always stays the same is that I'm there beside you. Always by your side. I really want to forget you, but nothing is letting me. Could this be trying to tell me something? Every morning i wake up with more pain in my body and a bigger hole eating me up limb by limb. But the question is, is there something that can save me before I'm gone for good?

yes, the answer is you.