Thoughts

It's been a month and I still can't shake this sadness, I can't keep myself from crying and the things that used to help me see clear are now out of reach. Most nights crying is what get me to sleep. When it gets to the point where I have no voice and my eyes burn I know I will soon be safe from my thoughts only until morning. I wish I could know whats going on in your mind, how you feel and what you want. But I just sit here hoping you will come back to me. Everyone seemed to be breaking up when we did, but now their all sorting it out and getting back together except for us and it breaks my heart hearing them telling me the cute things that are happening when I know that I'm not going to get that happy ending.