bump.

I'm sitting here waiting for you. I'm not too sure how I will handle this, it always hurt seeing you walk back to your car and drive away. But this time its different, this is the last time I will see you and I know its going to break my heart in two. As I sit here, wondering what to say, time is running out. I'm finding it hard to breath, you're going to be here and I'm going to want to hug you and kiss you. Like old times. I'll try play it cool while your here and look like I'm fine, as I've been doing every single other day. And hope you never see the mess I will be in after you leave. I don't even know if I will make this. Fuck, I just need you back...