OUT WITH THE OLD AND IN WITH THE NEW...

I have a new blog. This one wont really be used anymore.

yourdomesfucked.blogspot.com

read, follow, ignore.
Just letting you all know :)

The Things I Hate

There isn't mush I actually truely hate in this world. (There definatly isn't a single person to name) But here is a few things that I guess, in a way, Really Grinds My Gears...

• Rainy days, unless I have someone to cuddle/hot milo & a ton of movies
• My bedroom, it is in need of a HUGE makeover.
• My parents not taking me out driving as much as they should.
• Boring bus rides without music devices.
• Girls who hate me for how I used to be.
• Walking barefoot on hard road/hot cement or bitchumen.
• The thought of seeing a shark swimming towards me through the misty blue water whilst snorkeling and going to attack me .
• Memories that hurt
• Drinking till you feel sick.
• Bands adding me on myspace telling me to "check out their original music" when really there just another indie band.
• People who think I try to be a hellman all because I like motley crue and wear a cut out motley shirt.
• People who liar and steal.
• Shit vibe parties.
• People who can't speak their mind unless its on an annomoyous site like "formspring"
• Conflict.
• Guys who know they are too good for anyone/anything
• Having no credit or no money
• Being tired and having to drive.
• Guys who take photos of the "fully sick torso" and default it on myspace.
• Guys who think they are gods gift to women, when really they are no where near.
• Not being able to have what you want.
• Patience
• Girls who take home job/unprofessional/slutty photos in bras/bikinis and put it on the internet.
• People who seek attention in wrong/disgusting ways.
• People who assume I want to be a hair dresser.
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• Hurting myself at work.

If I think of anything else I shall put it in :)

Narnia

Fuck sugar coating, using codes, subtle and sublininal messages.

Sophie,
I miss you.

Shooting Star

The best feeling in the world to me is that kick of adrenaline you get from doing something you either know you shouldn't be doing, something your scared to do or sometimes a bit of both. Alot of things give me those feelings, like jumping from a high place into merky water, before running a race, when I'm getting busted for something I've done or meeting someone new for the first time.

But apart from all that, there was something that made my heart beat so much faster and my knees shake so much stronger. That was you and now your gone and it hurts so much, I wish I could write our memories here for you to see I'm talking and still thinking about you.
But right now isn't the time. I wish I could say to you what my heart aches to. However I just need to keep reminding myself one more year, then I'm free. Free to be yours for as long as you need me. But until then I'll say this, I really do miss those shooting stars...

Memories

Do you have those moments, where you relive memories in your head and it turns into a huge day dream and you can remember the exact details from the situation and emotions that ran through your body like an electric shock, from your head to toe at that exact point in time and you wish that you could have that moment with that person or thing again. But sadly you only have the memory of it to keep you sane or insane.

Timewarp

Forever in my past, present & future
We can never turn back the pages of time, though we may wish to relive a happy moment, or say goodbye just one last time, we never can, because the sands of time continue to fall, and we can’t turn the hourglass over.

Dear You

If anybody does actaully take the time out to read this, first of all. Thankyou.
I don't intend for these to get read, an old friend introduced blog writing as a way to express what I am thinking and how I am feelings. However some of these entries do not reflect my life. I just find it easier to write in this subject.
Thank-you

Vodka Filled Soul

Cool morning air flows through my window, I left it open for you...again.
Just like my heart.

I thought if I told you the most intimate of my secrets, every fear, every dream, it would bring us closer. Yet once again I am left hanging with a head thumping full of reality. Trying to understand your motives of telling me I make you happy and you like me more then the other girls. But your waking up, trying to remember the night that was, with another nameless girl in your bed. Not even having me cross your mind...

Once again I am left laying in my bed, dressed to impress waiting for you. I know the story when I ask about your absence. The answer is always the same, "I was busy...I had things to do..."

Drinking till you forget me is one way to avoid your feelings, but you can't run forever...

Like Oxygen

I am so greatful for all the amazing people I have come across in my short life and although some have left, never to return, I am thankful for the people I have met because of them. My group of friends are the most rarest, amazing human beings on this earth and even though we don't all hang out in one big mass and they don't all like eachother, I value each and every one of them so highly and will stand for them mentally and physically, through everything.

The Ugly Truth

The day you die is just like every other day...








except shorter.