Loose Lips Sink Ships.

Loose Lips Sink Ships, you tell me as your pull the quirky smile
That always sends my heart into a sprint and my head spinning.

Never a moment was dull with the time I spent with you.
Your like a mixture of leathal cocktails, making me loose all my senses.
Forgetting to think, forgetting to blink, forget to speak. The only thing reminding me to breathe
was the rise and fall of your chest that my head lay upon.

I am crazy for you, anything you want or I need I am willing. I feel an incredible lust for you. But don't get the wrong idea. It's not that i love you, because I don't. But I love how you make me feel and never knowing when the end is scares me most, that I choose to destroy everything to save myself hurt..
and for that I'm sorry, I really am.

What keys don't unlock.

You run your fingers through my hair time and time again.
A kiss to my forehead that I will never know your motives for doing so.
How come you never kiss me in a gentle soft touch of closed lips on closed lips.
It's always a more proper open mouth with tongue. Why is this so?
Is it because you are more proper and I mean more then others....

Why do you always know what to do to keep me wanting more.
When we lay on your bed and the curves of my body fit yours perfectly.
When you grab my hips and pull me closer releasing another soft kiss,
I crave on my lips, on my forehead. I close my eyes and whisper to myself.
Please fix me, make me better.

But talk is cheap and time is running out.
And sooner or later you'll be gone, just another memory, like the rest of them...

As it goes.

6 24 167 4008 240 480 14 428 800.

6 months
24 weeks
167 days
4008 hours
240 480 minutes
and 14 428 800 seconds.

The time it took for me to say that you have completely no influence on me whatsoever anymore. No longer will I crave your kiss or your touch. Want to hear your voice or feel your embrace, take a second glance when I see a car the resembles yours and no longer will I have that electric shock in my heart when I see someone that could possible be you on the street.

And boy, does it feel great!

epic fail

I miss you.

More then you could ever possibly know or want to care.

The winter nights we spent together, although not many.
Gave me enough memories to last a life time.

The times I'd cry in bed and have you cuddle me to sleep.
Doing things to make me laugh and cheer me up.

Eating noodles by the pool and throwing them
and watching them unstabley float the sink...
Just like our friendship .

Sneaking out and fuck the po po,
and decieding that one time to take the back door key.

Days at the beach and nights on the streets...

Alot of things went wrong and I'm trying to take it back.
But you can't handle it and you don't want to.
I'm sorry for bothering you and pleading my unsuccessful case this one last time.
I'll be sure to leave for good now...

helloo jamie,
im writing this to you as your do not believe i wrote this pieces.
so ehhhh, take that i really did :P